Who has made it into the closed beta test for DDFF?

It me.

This will be an experience on several levels I'm sure, as my reaction to the whole announcement of this new Dissidia can be summed up by the following:



-- Buuuut there is a lack of FF in my life, and even this most poison-pilled monkey-pawed iteration is still a Dissidia and I have whined about a new Dissidia for ages (and especially since Opera Omnia EoS'ed).


I will be taking a shitton of screencaps, damn it.

Even of the worst design choices for Kain Highwind that have ever existed.



But why oh why oh why is it set in the real world damn it

Every time I feel even the slightest frisson of "I should at least post more and those posts should be more ~fandom", (ao3/dw/tumblr-centric) (transformative) fandom reminds me why no, actually, "fandom" can fuck itself, lol.

The last two months or so have been especially remindering!

What with

- the Relationshipping/Mod Cabal discord server horseshit (that poor recip) and the circling of the wagons to protect all those fuckhole exchange mods

- the sniveling cowardly and greedy fuck rampaging across fandomgiftbasket (because they want their gifts nownownow)

- the other sniveling cowardly fuck (who clearly thinks too much of themselves and of fandom) who decided to scurry away to FFA to sniff instead of actually engaging with opinions (ahahaa did you think one of us wouldn't see you)

just off the top of my head --

Yeeahhhh I'm good. I'm going to keep on just randomly posting to show I'm not dead and periodically adding stuff to loneknight, and fuck ~*Fandom*~. Always knew it was a cesspool; seeing more and more accelerating evidence of that these days.

(that said, props to the folks who also decided the sniveling fuck having a tantrum on fandomgiftbasket can fuck themselves, and all tossed in to fill baskets. you folks are good folks yo.)

Lol. Fukkin lol.